good day
Monday, Sept. 15, 2003 - 8:46 pm

random thought: dancing queen... young and sweet!


well, today was a pretty good day. i did NOT want to get out of bed, but once i did, things went well. loli bought this really great bread that i made a sandwhich with for lunch. it's 10 grain bread and it's awesome. i feel like i'm eating hearty stuff when i eat that bread. i took some pictures for class... i burned them to a cd and it WORKED, lol. you see, i have this fear of burning cds because in the past i've tried to burn music cds and i wind up using 5 cds and only getting one to work. ARG. it's a pain in my butt. oh well tho.

i also went to see davis today. we talked about the medication and he said that he would recommend me talking to someone. so i made an appointment to talk to someone whose last name is Conti. i dont know his first name. anyway, i'm going to see him on the 25th. so we'll see how that goes. i'm not exactly sure how that will turn out. hopefully good! davis asked me today what i'm good at that cube isn't good at. haha. i had a damn hard time thinking of things. i finally came up with dancing and playing piano... even tho i haven't played piano in YEARS... i know that if i sat down with an instructor or something it would come flooding back to me. anyway, davis said i need to do more dancing when my stress levels get high - number one, it's a good outlet, but number two, i can tell myself that cube can't do it so well and then i can feel like my life is worth something... lol, we'll see.

tomorrow's my 4-year anniversary with cube! yay! i can't believe it's been that long! it's crazy. but at the same time - i feel like we're just starting out... like we've only been together for a really short time. compared to other people, i guess it is a short time. anyway, i got lots of homework to do - i should do some of it! hehe.