so tomorrow is my day off... i have to do laundry and pack for my mini-vacation this weekend. i also have to go out and buy bread. we are unfortunately running low and it's my turn. BUT then it's going to sit there for a few days while we aren't here to eat it. oh well. it'll be fine.

i'm psyched about this weekend. i get to see cubee!! i dont know what we're going to do other than go to the mall at least once. we'll probably go catch a movie. he has dreamcatcher for us to watch. i hope it's good. the book was good. but then i still have free movie tickets, so maybe we'll go see a new one. i dont even know what's playing tho. but i'm sure we'd find something good. oh, and speaking of movies - i just saw monster's ball. ummmm... i was really astonished about that sex scene. that was so out of no where... and so graphic! i thought for a minute i was watching porn! it was nuts. at least the rest of the movie was pretty much toned down. if the whole thing had been like that i think i would have stopped watching. but i can see why halle berry got the oscar. she had a good role. but i think it was more the role than the acting. but that's just me. whatever. haha.

ummm, nothing else is really going lately. i'm sleepy, but what else is new. i think maybe that celexa is kicking in. i tend to be in a better mood lately - more inclined to smile, as davis put it - and a little less ready to frown upon things. i dunno, we'll see i guess. but davis has me monitoring my mood, and it's become more steady. like it was up and down more drastically before. but then again, i've only really be monitoring for a week and the beginning of the week i had a chunk due - that'd be stressful for anyone.

oh well. anyway. i should be like partying or something seeing as how i have tomorrow off. but instead here i am, sitting at the computer, yawning because i'm so bored. and jeff and loli are sleeping. and jane is out studying. no one is around to celebrate my day off with me. ever. oh well. it's all me. and i'll spend tonight doing nothing but sleeping and dreaming. and it will be a good night. and then i'll spend my day off tomorrow running errands and doing nothing fantastically interesting. but then it will be thursday and thursday is the day before friday. and friday is the day i get to see cube!!! so it all works out.