lazy bum!!!
Wednesday, Nov. 05, 2003 - 8:42 pm

random thought: is it thanksgiving yet?


i did nothing today. i'm such a lazy bum. loli, jane, jeff and i went to super buffet for dinner last night for jeff's bday. then we drank some around the apartment... then we went out to the bars. people kept buying him drinks with god knows what in it. good for him. he got drunk, that's what he wanted. i had a couple. something called a "dirty banana" - tasted like a banana milkshake, it was good... then nina bought me a "screaming irishman" and i dont know what was in it... but there was at least some bailey's in there. but that was good too. i'll have to buy her a drink the next time we go out. anyway, i didn't get to sleep until like 3. then i had to wake up and go to the gym this morning for strength training. haha. abby and i kinda followed each other around a bit. i definitely had an intense ab workout today. i think i'm going to try to keep up that routine every time i go.

anyway, after the gym, i came back and took a nap until like 1:30, then i took a shower and watched passions. i must say, that show is a lot more believable than it WAS... but it's still CRAZILY unrealistic. i just keep wondering what happened to half the cast. they're focusing so much on one half of them right now... altho maybe it only seems that way to me because i only watch like once a week, haha.

but really... i've accomplished nothing save a few loads of laundry... and sleep and shower if that counts, haha. i need to get moving on my thesis, but it's just so huge and looming that i feel like i can never actually accomplish anything on it. i need to read some articles for it at least. i have so many sources listed and yet, i haven't actually cited most of them. i need to get on that. ugh. i'm really afraid i may fail. i know stockton is really nice about everything and she won't just LET me fail, but i'm afraid i might do this to myself. i barely have half the paper done as of right now... i NEED to have 35 pages or i will fail. if worse comes to worse, i'll have to retake 404 in the spring... but at least i'll be starting out with 15 pages and i'll be forced to work from there. but i can't think like that. i have to think positively. i will pass. i dont care what the grade is, as long as i pass. and i will. i just need to force myself to do this shit. someone force me to do this shit!