today absolutely sucked ass. i was walking to class this morning and was stopped by a car containing my class' prof. she stopped me and talked to me for a good two minutes about how icy it was and how it's so hard to walk. then she proceeded to drive to class leaving me to walk there. then i got some tea at the cafe and there were no lids left, so i had to walk really carefully to my next class to be sure i didn't spill.

then i went to art class, which actually went pretty well. we did more planer drawings... where you draw the angles of the shapes of the body and not curvy lines. i think i'm getting the hang of it. but it's still challenging. fun, but challenging. anyway, the prof commented a few times how my stuff looked really good, which makes me feel good, but then i look at the few students who are taking the class at a higher level (we have beginners like me and loli and then art majors who do the same stuff as us, but then do more outside work too and so they're talking the class as an upper level art class). anyway, their stuff is obviously way better and that just makes me feel like a doof. but oh well.

then i leave art and have like an hour to eat dinner (at 4pm) before i have to be at rehearsal for smoking lesson. then i go to rehearsal 5-7:45, then i come back here for the art open session at 8 in which jeff's ex roommate is the nude model. i dont think i should say anything about that right here, but let's just say he's larger than the average male... and i'm not talking about penis size.

so then i finally get to sit down and be in my apartment again and i send a couple emails and notice that my antivirus software didn't scan them before sending them. then when i try to open my antivirus program, it keeps shutting itself automatically. so i open it and click on like one thing, it tries to open said thing and closes in the process. damn it! so i uninstall it and reinstall it and it's still doing the same damn thing. i think it's a virus or something, but cube is positive it's nothing that serious. but i dont see why else this program would, all of a sudden, stop working. it's ridiculous. and i think i spelled ridiculous wrong. but i dont even care because it's been such a freakin long day and i need to go to sleep for like 24 hours. but i can't do that, or anything close to that, until after smoking lesson is over. and that's not for another two weeks. damn. but thank goodness i'm getting credit for this shit. otherwise i'd really be pissed off about it. i mean, i like theater and everything, but this production is SO jammed because we only have 3 weeks to do it all in that we have to meet ALL the time and rehearse for way too long, in my opinion, and plus we have to do extra rehearsals with the author since it's a new play and with this foreign light designer. gah!

anyway, i'm done for now. off to bed. good night.