spring fling
Thursday, Apr. 08, 2004 - 7:45 pm

random thought: "maybe she's jewish?"


so... it's my first night off from rehearsal in months... and i dont know what to do with myself! i'm sitting here trying to think of things to say. geeze. i mean, i finally get a day off that isnt the weekend and i can't even think of something to do? this is ridiculous. i feel like going out and doing something. my first thought was to go shopping. but that will be very detrimental to my bank account. i've been shopping a lot lately and yeah, i can afford it, but i dont want to be in debt right now. so i just want to pay off the bills i currently have and not accumulate any more. it's been a struggle, let me tell you. i definitely dont know how i'm going to resist spending money once i have a larger income. especially if i get a job in a boarding school and they want me to live on their campus. because then i won't be paying for my own apartment, and most likely i wont be paying for a lot of food if i'm living on campus, i'll probably be eating in their cafeteria, which i'll probably have a plan for or something. so then all the money i'll get will be for me to spend on things i want rather than on things i need. haha. but we'll see about that. so far i've still heard nothing from anyone. at least one of those darned schools should know whether or not they want to hire me by now. i dont care if they say they dont want me, just as long as they tell me something! bad news is better than no news. i think i'm going to call them tomorrow and ask how long it usually takes to hear back from them. i want to know soon, ya know? i mean, i graduate in practically a month! i want to know i have a job asap. of course, if nothing else, i am going to apply to my high school to do subbing. and i'm thinking of maybe going to bung's to get a weekend job. i'm thinking i can waitress or something there and get tips. it seems like they always have a "now hiring" sign up... which is good and bad. good because i'm fairly certain they'll still be hiring when i'm looking. bad because it makes me wonder why on earth they keep needing to hire new people - what happens to the old employees? who knows. the only way to find out is to go there and see for myself. i'm thinking i should go there one day, perhaps with my mom, and check out the atmosphere. just to see what it's like before i go inquiring about a job. if nothing else, i'm sure i can work at a restaurant or a diner or something. i'm even thinking it might be worth my while to go through a bartending course. then i could work as a bartender in a nice restaurant and make good tips maybe. hehe.

anyway, i'm still bored as hell. and still obviously doing nothing. and i feel like it's friday. although it isnt. it's only thursday. but since i dont have rehearsal, and i'm all ready to go out and have fun, i feel like it should be the weekend. it almost is, but it isn't QUITE.

oh yeah, and next weekend i might be going to the shore with cube for our annual get-a-way. it all started with laura and jane strangely enough. they wanted to go to the beach, and i got all excited about the beach and wanted to go right then! so then i talked to cube and told him that he should come down and go to the beach with us. and it turned out that he could get away for the weekend, but not until late. it turned out that the girls couldnt go for some reason that i can't remember right now. but anyway, i left immediately and went home and went to bed. and then cube got there at like 4am, and i drove us to the shore, and we went onto the beach and watched the sun come up, and then we went to the hojo and got a room with a jacuzzi and free wine, and then we slept some, then we woke up and went to the board walk and spent some money in the arcades and whatnot, and then we spent the next day just at home, relaxing, and then we went back to school. and the next year, we decided to go again because it was so much fun. and we had an even better time because we could plan for it a little better and spend more time together. so we're making it tradition by going again this year. but neither or us really have the money for the room with the jacuzzi, so i dont know if we'll be able to do that part this time. but we can stay at my place, which is free, and it has my big comfy bed, which is always good.

anyway, i should go find something to do now besides stare at my computer screen.