bad mommy
Thursday, Apr. 29, 2004 - 10:32 am

random thought: fight oscar, fight!


unfortunately my poor parenting skills led to bosie's death. i feel pretty bad. but at the same time, i think it was bosie that made oscar sick in the first place. bosie was never as enthusiastic about being here as oscar is. i dont know, maybe that means nothing, but really... i think it says something that bosie came in second and died first. i'm still medicating oscar. hopefully everything will be a-ok soon. there's only today and tomorrow left of the medication. but since monday, his tail started to rot. thankfully the medicine i bought for his red streaks also treats tail rot. however, i'm not sure whether it's getting better or worse. it's hard to tell. i mean, it seems to have stopped getting worse because there's no more of his tail missing than there was yesterday, but at the same time, some of what's there has turned white. now i'm not sure if that's new growth, or dead stuff. so i'm kinda worried. we'll see soon enough i guess. but a book i looked at said that as long as the rot doesn't get to the base of the tail, it will grow back. which is good. because i want poor oscar to have a tail again.

and i'm jealous of cube. he's all done his classes now. he's having fun and relaxing... and i'm still going to classes. damn it. grrrr. oh well tho. i'll have plenty more time to relax after my classes are over than he does. because he has to go home next friday already. but my classes are done next friday the 7th and i dont go home until the 23rd. muhaha.

anyway, i need to finish getting ready to go to work. gotta make money!!!