ok, so i'm now out in the real world working. it's a job... but i don't want to stay there longer than i have to. i just thank my lucky stars that i'll be able to get health insurance by november. i dont like feeling like i can't be sick. especially since i'm working with rugrats. i'm working at a preschool... fun times. have i mentioned i hate kids? little bastards. they are so disgusting. haha. i know i used to be one. but thankfully i didn't have to deal with myself. and thankfully for people who did have to deal with me - i was a total pris and didn't like to be dirty anyway... so at least i was a CLEAN tiny bitch. they're so manipulative. gah! but anyway, yeah, so at least i'm working. 5 days a week 9-6... which kinda sucks. i mean, i do get a whole hour for lunch... but i'm still out and away from home for a whole 9 hours a day... plus at least 40 minutes round trip to get there. so i'm away from home practically 10 hours a day. which is shitty. but it's a job. and hopefully i'll get a raise soon because i'm making less at this full time job than i did at my summer job before... so bah.... and that job was WAY less work for less time too! only thing with that one was that i was alone all day... which kinda sucks. oh well tho.