i miss dickinson
Monday, Apr. 04, 2005 - 11:47 am

random thought: rain sucks


ugh. so here i am not knowing what to do with myself because my car is up in troy with cube... still. and i have his car. but i dont like to drive it. for many reasons. most of all because i'm nervous that if it rains it will stall or something and i'll be stranded. but also because it's so important to cube. he puts weeks into that car... his sweat, his blood, his tears... i feel like it's somehow off limits even though he tells me to use it. i feel nervous when i drive it. like it's against the rules somehow. and when people look at me driving it i feel like they know i dont belong behind the wheel. it's silly really, but that's how i feel. so instead of using his car, i sit at home. oh well.

on friday i went out to school to visit. i hadnt been back since graduation. everything looks the same, but different. walking around, i wondered if people i walked past could tell that i didnt really belong there anymore. could they tell i graduated last may? probably not... it's not like i'm an old woman yet. haha. but i stopped by the mail room and said hi to everyone. i hung out with some people who graduated the year before me. it was fun. we hung out with pud. i've missed talking to him. then we saw the play. it was interesting. not really what i expected though. it was a lot funnier than i thought it would be. a lot of the acting was kind of bad. but what can you do, right? it was good to see everyone again. it was fun. and then of course we went to blondies. yay! and i got drunk. yay! i missed that bar so much. everything is so cheap. i got three white russians for $12 (and that's WITH tax). sweetness. and then of course our table bought pitchers of beer for $3. that bar is so great. i wish i could find one like it here.

in other news... flooding is become a problem yet again in the area. thank goodness it's not flooding where i live. BUT it is flooding right across the river in PA. and that river is definitely going crazy and overflowing. thankfully i live far enough away from it that i dont think i'll be in danger. but the poor people over in PA, they are in sorry shape.

well, not much else to say right now. perhaps i will clean up my room a tad today. it needs it. and i have nothing better to do.